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april 19, 2004
without the dollars and support of YOUNG WHITE AUDIENCES i like to groove. i like the intense groove from april 15, 2004 ok. its 8pm and friends is comin on and here is my prediction. after
copying then reviewing last weeks episode it seems to me omarosa is
deliberately trying to sabotage kwame's chances. i bet the donald may
have even put her up to it as a test for kwame. his strength has always
been questioned. my prediction is that kwame will step up, handle his
business and win the whole thang. i even tried to place a $20 bet online
but my credit card declined it cause of gaming. anyways this test should
make or break kwame and i also expect bill to be tested. nick may be his
nemesis. i told yall about omarosa and she was the last thing we saw on
the last episode. they didnt show bill having much of any issue, his was
minor. im rootin for kwame and hopin for an exciting show. bill is more
typical of a ceo. yes cause of his white man ways. kwame is like a new
modern breed of ceo. a ceo with a little bit of funk in him. april 14, 2004 i asked her how could
saddam control or put so much april 13, 2004 he believes it is the almighty's desire that freedom be spread to every human being and that america as the most powerful country has an obligation to spread freedom and democracy. he is christian. iraq is islamic. democracy is western. peoples and society's have to be ready for democracy. freedom aint easy. iraq is an opec country. christians seem to love war. iraq may not be ready for freedom. just on whoopi she faked accidently knocked over a cardboard cut-out of g.w. bush and walked all over it. it was funny. just an hour ago i was for that kinda anti- gw humor. but after seeing him tonight i felt it out of place. out of place is the wrong wording but im tired. we
are trying to change the world april 9, 2004 the show goes on and the travel and transportation issue escalates and it comes out that omarosa may have really screwed up. kwame jackson, a brother who i really am impressed with (now), is the project leader and seems to have realized omarosa is incompetent. but the thing that gets me is that omarosa is telling kwame he needs to "step up" to being project manager and handle his business when its her part of the project thats failing!! then it seems kwame and other team members ask omarosa if there is anything they can help her with. she says no. it seems she is "guarding" or "protecting" her part of the project in an effort to keep it to herself. this doesnt allow others to see the real issue and to fix it. i do not think she is doing this on purpose to be a bitch- though i think she SHOULD do something very very crazy nigga bitch to get media attention and then go on to be americas most hated bitch. but i think i have seen other black females do this same kinda thing. and maybe black females can get away with this cause of their attitude and strength. they have the "strength" to back people off of them and they leverage being female and being black. their attitude may be one of insecurity and defensiveness which makes them feel like they are always being attacked, even when they are not. so it may seem they play the victim, but are the cause of the problem!! with all that said
and while discussing the show, i realized that she could be trying to
hurt kwame chances. she could be deliberately trying to make this
project fail. conservative
republican "family values havin" negroes on c-span black americas political action committee i just watched actor joseph phillips, Series, 60 Mins. "The Mystery of Jesus" Researchers pursue scientific answers to questions about Jesus Christ. Original Airdate: September 21, 2003. condoleeza, omarousa, oprah Posted by
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april 2, 2004 Two burials remain, one today and one
Saturday.
By PATRICIA MEADE YOUNGSTOWN — "Close your
eyes," the football coach said, his voice cracking, "and
think of the crazy, silly things these two did." Seated in bleachers, hundreds of
Cardinal Mooney High School students closed their eyes. The soft
sounds of them shifting slightly in their seats could be heard in the
cavernous gym. Slowly, smiles spread across their
young faces as they remembered Anthony
C. Childs, 18, and Isiah Thomas, 16.
The Cardinal
Mooney football players, along
with their friend, Amanda M. Ferraro, 16, a Fitch High School student,
died together in a one-car crash in Mill Creek Park last weekend. The lives of the three teenagers ended
as quickly as a candle flame caught in a breeze. They died on impact
when their car rammed head-on into boulders that line Axe Factory Run
bridge. Still hospitalized in serious condition
is the driver, Christiaen A. Lively, 18, a Mooney senior. Karla
Kovalchik, 14, a student at St. Joseph's in Austintown, remains in
critical condition. Her sister, Lia Kovalchik, 16, a Mooney student,
is in stable condition. Looking back "I can hear Anthony talking trash,
how he was going to take me outside, beat me up ...," Mooney
Coach Chris Amill said, grinning. "Isiah's smile would light up a
room. I remember his best line: 'My name is Bobby Johnson.'" (Johnson had been a football standout
for Miami University).
Amill was one of several speakers
Thursday afternoon at Cardinal Mooney's memorial service, which
included prayers for Amanda, whose Mass was earlier in the day at St.
Joseph Church in Austintown. Prayers also were said for the three
teenagers still hospitalized. "Jesus always seems to have the
right words, no matter what the occasion," said the Rev. Stephen
Popovich, pastor at Immaculate Heart of Mary. "He invites,
Anthony, Isiah, Amanda, Christiaen, Lia and Karla into his
outstretched hands." The pastor asked those assembled to
join in as he sang "Lean on Me," the Bill Withers love song
that begins: "Sometimes in our lives we all have pain/we all have
sorrow/but if we are wise/we know that there's always tomorrow." The pastor said God "needs all of
you to minister to one another." Sharing memories So far, two busloads of Mooney
students will travel to the nation's capital for the service. Jeff said he had so many good
memories of Isiah, including Isiah's nickname, "Grocery
Bag." He said his friend had been a truly genuine good person. Laughter filled the gym when Jeff
explained how he cut Isiah's hair, accidentally cutting a bald spot
into the back of his head. To check the damage, Isiah held a big
mirror in front of his face and a small one behind his head. "He couldn't figure out why he
couldn't see the back of his head," Jeff said. He received thunderous applause when
he ended by saying, "We'll never forget that big, humungous,
gigantic smile."
Dan said Isiah brightened his day and
showed what it means to be part of Mooney football. "We
reminisced [Wednesday] night and all agreed he was fast — had great
potential." Touched their lives Ron recalled his first sight of Anthony
— in purple sweat pants. "Little did we know that he would
touch our lives forever." Sunday, March 28, put everything into
perspective, Frank told his fellow students. That's when the news came
that Anthony, Isiah and Amanda had died the night before. Frank described Anthony as having a
funny sense of humor and kind heart. He said the 2003 football team
will always remember Anthony and will be "reunited and play again
in a better place." Eight Mooney girls in long white
dresses then performed a dance reflection to Josh Groban's stirring
song "You Raise Me Up." Amanda's service For Amanda at St. Joseph Church, the
crucifix, draped in purple for her funeral Mass, was bathed in the
gentle glow of candles. Heart-wrenching sobs could be heard as
the cloth-draped casket was pushed into place near the altar. The church was filled with mourners,
including Fitch and Mooney students. Deacon Michael Roberts described Amanda
as a "beautiful young girl" and said death is difficult to
understand and harder to explain when a teenager dies. "Faith
will sustain us as we struggle with the death of Amanda and the others
who died," he said. He said the teenagers are at peace. Nathaniel Pinkard, Mill Creek
MetroParks police chief, said the accident remains under
investigation. april 2, 2004
march 31, 2004
Main
Entry: vi·bra·tion b : a
distinctive usually emotional atmosphere capable of being sensed march 30, 2004
guesses, estimates and surveys say around 10-15% of
americans are atheist. there was a poll taken by a news station
regarding keeping or removing "under god" from the pledge.
the results were that roughly 10% of the people polled thought it should
be removed. just seeing the word ATHEIST in the
news was inspiring to me. seeing michael newdow argue his case in a
system of people where the faith of 9 out of 10 people are against him.
seeing his ex-wife stand up publicly and go against him. even his
daughter for which he brought up the case says she doesnt mind
saying "under god." i feel for this man and what he must be
going thru. and i know that he may not "win" his case but what
he is doing is very important. even if its just a first step. just
getting the word ATHEIST in print and in peoples faces. i
realized that atheism is not taught in our culture. there aren't even
any examples to be looked to. i feel like for a lot of people the idea
of a godless existence doesnt even exist. god and religion is taught and
passed on as reality. so kids growing up cant even consider a life
without god, its almost like its not an option. atheism is not
advertised. the idea of an atheistic "advertising" campaign
sounds interesting. just to have that idea out there so kids can go
"daddy, whats an atheist?" its not to convert souls, its just
to present an option and let people decide for themselves what they want
to believe. this made me think about how people feel
about gay marriage and homosexuality. i realized they may think that if
its not seen by their kids it wont be an option to even be considered.
and as far as humans go, i believe this to be true. eliminate it as an
idea and option by removing it from sight. same as with atheism. maybe
kids growing up today dont even think of considering a understanding of
life without god. on tv and in real life ive seen
people experience tragedy and still call on god. this amazes me. how can
a person have faith in and call on a god who would allow such tragedy in
their lives to begin with? ive seen older people who have lived their
lives the best they possibly could have (basically without sin even in
their terms) and they still have great tragedy and pain regularly in
their lives. AND then they will still call on and have faith in a god
that can protect and help them. how can you call on a god to help you
through a tragedy that he allowed? how can you call on a god to protect
you from "evil" that he allowed to exist? i mean think about
it. if something "bad" happens to you and god is all powerful
and knowing, he allowed and approved the tragedy to happen to you. so
how is it that after the event a person can ask god for anything?
obviously it was in gods plan to have this happen to you and he is aware
of the consequences. so what can you pray to him for? the
dogma is so obvious. god cant be all the things that people say and
believe he is. if he is all powerful then "evil" doesnt and
didnt have to exist. if god created everything, he created
"evil." (i use "evil" cause i do not think "an" evil
really exists.) if you pray and believe god can protect you, whatever
happens to you he allowed and is part of his plan. its
not god or jesus, its a person's faith and belief in god and jesus. the power
resulting from faith and belief is man made. humans and everything
involved in the evolution to what we are today has contributed to
this.
i experienced a small
part of a tragedy. a very small part as i know ive gone through nothing
compared to the families of the kids and even my own kids. i stand
humbled and speechless compared to the people close to this situation.
but as i recall, during the few hours at the hospital god was absent.
speaking from my point of view only, the idea of god did not even come
up. not once do i remembering hearing anything about god. not once did i
think to myself anything about god or religion the whole time, positive
or negative. what i did see is people come together and handle a serious
situation. i saw not an ounce of drama or conflict. nor do i remember
any direct mention of god or prayer. it was people and love i saw in
action. i saw my ex-wife "step-in" and handle things in a way
that looking back made me proud. i watched as my children and families
and friends interacted to help and comfort each other.
looking back it makes
me proud to be human. there is strength and power within the love thats
within humanity. a force more powerful than god, but not more powerful
than faith and belief in god. belief and faith are a human creation.
belief, faith, love and the like are very closely related and maybe
equally as powerful regarding the human being.
i was just walking
thru the halls at work and noticed a greeting card that somebody posted
to thank people for supporting her in a time of need. people do not hold
god accountable for nothing. they will overlook anything to maintain
their belief in god. i saw the word "god" on the card but
didnt stop to read it. i pictured in my mind someone invoking god's name
all around a tragedy, but not associating god with the tragedy. praising
and worshipping him before and then asking for strength or whatever
after, but not holding him accountable for the event. man does not
hold god accountable for anything. "bad" things that happened
to us believers attribute to evil, the devil or their own weaknesses.
while all "good" things are attributed to god. god is not held
accountable for anything.
a church is a social group of
people which has tangible positive attributes. the community and
support system the church provides through its people coming together as
a group is good. there is spirit in a church amongst the people. in some
parts of society the church is the major institution or public system. i
believe deeply in the spirit of people within the church. i believe most
churches are a positive influence on individuals and
community. 1:18pm i was momentarily angered
by a candid comment. told a friend what had happened via phone and his
wife who he told commented jokingly something along the lines that my
atheist ass need to thank god or somebody that my son was not in the
car. i was instantly angered and my senses heightened. i said that was
stupid and i dont use that word. and i meant it. at first i tried to let
it slide but i had to comment. i said tell her thats stupid and if there
was a god why did he let it happen? how can i thank a god that allowed
people to die? what about the parents of the kids that did die, im
thanking the same god they pray to for allowing their kids to die and
mine to live? thats what i mean by not holding god accountable for
anything. he wont get blamed for the deaths of the other children but im
suppose to thank him for sparing mine? thank you god for letting the
other kids die but not mine? another person made the
thank god comment i think as a reflex action and it started me a little
but i let it go. i understand humans and manners and protocols and the
things we humans do and say just to be polite.
i was angered and
energized and it was real. im not in the mood to properly discuss the
god thing with someone cause i wouldnt be polite. i dont feel like being
polite and respecting ideas that i think are ridiculous. sure anyone can
believe whatever they want but right now im not very tolerant of things
that just dont make sense.
i used a word
("stupid") in anger that i never use. but it was real and i
meant it. i am still human no matter how enlightened and above it all i
think i am. i am affected by human emotions. this is what makes being
human so special.
i am depressed, but i
will be better.
6:52pm- and thats the
difference between the idea of god / bible / religion and science.
science is held accountable for itself. just as with my theories and
philosophies, science must be accurate in its statements and
declarations or they are disregarded. any idea or thought i have is
always tested and compared with new data until it is invalidated. what i
say is accountable to the accuracy of my statements. and i admit i love
the fact things ive written years ago can stand unchanged to this
day.
i dont mind being
wrong. in fact where im at now i learn more from the times that i am
wrong. ive also noticed that even if having scattered mental bursts of
random ideas, i rarely say anything that is grossly inaccurate. even
when just playing around there is deep accuracy in my thoughts. march 23, 2004
NBC 4 Mar 23 08:00pm Series/Comedy, 30
Mins.
"Don't Hide Love",
Episode #120. Cast:
Whoopi Goldberg, Omid
Djalili, Wren Brown, Elizabeth Regen. Original Airdate: March 23, 2004. march 23, 2004
im happy and satisfied with the
"progress" i see. issues are being put on the table for
discussion. i dont and
never trusted the bush administration and i dont know why other than to
say i dont trust those kinda people. politically incorrect a statement
it may be, but its true. maybe cause those kinda people always seem to
be concentrating on controlling their emotions and reactions and this
gives me a feeling they may be hiding something. the idea to go to war i
didnt like or think justified. i saw richard clarke on 60 minutes sunday
and he was convincing and credible. he said some things about the bush
administration's focus on iraq that i was thinking a long long time ago.
it seems more and more people are coming out against united states
policy and i seem to agree with them also. i also do not agree with the
more conservative religious values of g. w. bush. im happy with the
public's opposition and action to check the bush administration. the
decision about gay marriage is forcing discussion. i personally have no
problem with gay marriages and for the life of me cant figure out why
people are so worried about it and protecting the sanctity of marriage.
this debate is good cause it concerns the underlying issue of religion,
bible and god. and the conservative religious views on marriage, sex,
love etc. the line "one nation under god"
in the pledge of allegiance goes to the supreme court
this week and i heard they must make a decision by june. i saw michael
newdow (who filed the lawsuit and who will argue the case) on c-span and
i liked his style and capability. he seemed focused, ready and worthy of
fighting for the same thing that i want. and that says a lot for me and
him. for me to say that someone else is capable of making a strong
argument (or doing anything) without my help is something i just
recently have been able to do. for a long time in my mind i wouldnt have
been confident in anothers ability as i would have felt i could have
done better. its kinda nice to be comfortable just supporting someone
and believing they will do a good job. this also says a lot about him if
i "trust" him to win the lawsuit and have the words under god
removed from the pledge. when
they find evidence of life on mars (it will probably be micro organisms)
this will be another blow to religion and to those who believe in the
bible's idea of creation. OUR
RIGHTS AND OR FREEDOMS DO NOT COME FROM GOD its
a very good time to be alive. the next few months should be really
really fun. and im hearing george clinton and the parliament funkadelic
are gearing up for a huge tour, movie and other big big world wide
things. and my book will be out. oh yeah, im ready!!!
march 22, 2004
Dear PFUNK1.COM: WE SUPPORT MICHAEL NEWDOW, We, the undersigned support Atheist Michael Newdow and
his efforts to remove the unconstitutional words "under God"
from the nation's Pledge of Allegiance. Thank You, Michael Newdow,
for your efforts to defend the separation of church and
state! march 22, 2004
THE
APPRENTICE is the ONLY reality tv show i watch.
i had
been watching this show for weeks and had to admit to myself that i
liked it and was into this "reality" show. of the people
participating i had my favorites and non favorites. omarosa was
definitely a non favorite, but i didnt want her fired and off the show.
she was the classic black female bitch type. so im watching the
recap episode and she says she was born and raised in my hometown. i
literally screamed!! the next
day i wore my YOUNGSTOWN, OHIO shirt to work and sent the above e-mail
to co-workers who are apprentice watchers. one was my boss and the other
a friend girl who inspired me to create the term "nigga
bitch."
march 19,
2004
march 15,
2004 march 14, 2004
i love saturday night live
march 13, 2004
love is highest.
PURE FUNK is my weapon of choice and i fear no evil.
march 11, 2004
"there's
no religion but the joys of rhythm" send your love, sting
Finding the world in the smallness of a grain of sand Send your love into the future Inside your mind is a relay station This ain't no time for doubting your power You see the stars are moving so slowly This is the time of the worlds colliding Send your love into the future There's no religion but sex and music There's no religion but the endless ocean Throw a pebble in and watch the ocean There's no religion but the joys of rhythm Send your love into the future There's no religion but sex and music Send your love march 10, 2004
march 9, 2004 yeah, this is better. was talkin to subj exp like i was
ready and im not. we are still at level daily. this aint an event yet.
soooo....
how can i end the book here? this
feels weird. maybe this is it. all i feel now is..wait. i still havent
really read...i wrote that in events as i was gettin ahead of myself. i
will communicate here until the final finishing touches. and i was
saying that i havent really read the whole thing as a whole for flow. i
like the apprentice. trump plays the role. anyways i need to see and
feel the document as a whole and i aint did that yet. soooooo.... and
the cover. the cover needs some slight tweaking. but the idea and
structure im happy with. i hope i like my writing post spell check. no
i'ms and it's and not ims and its. may make a difference. anyways
5:26pm.... there are a few things i need to cover.
things i would feel funny writing a book and not mentioning. like my
sister. she from day one made it clear she didnt want any likeness of
her real or imagined anywhere near the internet. and my years of writing
reflect that as her almost absence. i just got one thing to say about my
sister that i came to realize just recently. me and her see things very
differently- its like she has this uncanny ability to instantaneously
find the instance that invalidates a point i just made. and i think this
is from the fact that if i say i like something, more than likely its
something she may not care for. with all that said we have never really
clashed on the big issues in life. and ive never witnessed any decision
or action by her that i very strongly disagreed with. we argue all the
time but its like on the major issues we "agree" or understand
without even acknowledging. like we never sat down and aligned our
philosophies but its understood what is "crazy" and what is
not. LOL but if i say up, she say down. and her daughter my niece
is just like her. this child is almost too smart. its scary. and be on
beat sometimes too. and mommy. a few back ago i realized
ive written years and years here and never talked about my mother. this
person did her job so good i may not know where i end and she begin. she
has a power over me that no one on this planet has. an as alpha male im
not ashamed to say that i dont like it. she has done more for me
than anybody. she has given more of herself to me than anyone. i still
call her mommy cause thats what she still is to me. if you've ever had a
black woman for a mother you know. they got sumn in them deep. too deep
at times but it wouldnt be fun if they didnt. i dont know why ive never
written about mommy here. wow. i aint even use to typin it. LOL. i
use to rationalize it with a comparison to my foot. my foot is very very
important to me but if i worried about it even just a little i would go
crazy. its healthy for me to be oblivious to the importance my foot is
to me. did i just say that? i must be gettin sentimental or something.
im loosing logic. thats another thing. if there are too many feelings in
the infrastructure of the family it makes it hard to operate and
execute. speaking like a team or machine. i say all that
to say that even i, jeffery scott mitchell, am nothing compared to human
emotion. the worst flaws in human beings are the best parts about being
human. if it didnt hurt it couldnt feel so good. human
consciousness. love. for humans love is the highest and best thing in
the universe. probably it was family's that created love; nurturing and
companionship. nurturing is mother. there is nothing higher than a
mother's love. because she carries and gives birth, no other
relationship could ever come close. the stongest
influence in my life was black female. not only my mother, but my great
grandmother. my mother's grandmother. della stewart. 817 hamilton ave
farrell, pa. she lived in an alley. my childhood was weekends there with
my cousins (who shall remain nameless so i dont get sued). church every
sunday. birthday cakes. even when i was out of high school i use to go
over grandmas, get a pizza and chill. it was cool. i
never ever questioned that my children's mother was the best parent for
my kids. i had the honor of experiencing two pregnangcies and births
with her and i witnessed the love. i saw it for myself. for her children
ive seen her do amazing. she seems to pick good men too. of which i am
very grateful. it was cause of gino jeffery is playing football now. i
could not be the person i am today if i did not have the years knowing
that my kids were happy and safe. and for this i am grateful. this
could get lengthy... my father ive talked about here
before and even have pics. no person has ever shown me more respect than
my father. dont get me wrong he use to get beatings, but i deserved
them. his side of the family is more reserved, conservative,
disciplined. which are a good good thing when properly utilized.
my kids. ive spoke about them in the book so i aint
gonna say much here. 7:08pm jeffery is the only person i know who is or
has the potential to be better than me. kimberly is by far my favorite
girl in the whole wide world and will probably be better than us both
(she looks so much like her mother). my kids have the things i feel
important and im very happy with them as people. cause in my experience
its how much they like ya. and they is everybody from your grocer to
your boss. ability comes second. and they both got rhythm and groove,
thats important. 7:15pm
and though i may detest all emotional attachments i know
life would be empty without family. family is most important. just
thought id throw that in there. oh.
what i want the reader to get out of the book. actually at this point
you have read it so what should you have gotten? life aint so scary.
some things arent really so important. it all really is nothing but a
party.
march 8, 2004 current
stats: over one
million characters (with spaces). hell i had to type the spaces too! i
been sayin hell a lot lately...in a kinda hillbilly slash archie bunker
kinda way. anyways my point. 1,000,000 has always been a significant
number for me. and to think i created something that has over a million
things in it is cool. from computers to astronomy the quantity million
is used to the point its a concept and gauge. and
i probably should further clarify that we are talking ONE MILLION
CONSCIOUS EVENTS. our physical body and brain does billions of things at
the cellular level every second. but do have consciously done one
million things... sitting
here typing this im thinking what i will be thinking 5, 10 years from
now when i read these words in the book. sometimes
i can type without looking. the strange thing is i do it best when im
not thinking about it. how do you try and do it better without thinking
about it? i type super fast if i look though. but finding the keys by
sense like im doing now is very stimulating. wow and
all that was said to say what? just
to
say that I
FEEL GOOD march 8, 2004 also i realized that
99% of the time there is no intrusion into my mornings. usually i awake
minutes before my alarm naturally and the only thoughts or noise that i
hear are the one's in my head. i hear no one's voice (in person, tv or
otherwise) but my own for at least the first 20 minutes of most of my
waking days. march 7, 2004
march 3, 2004
i love bill
maher
march 2, 2004
march 1, 2004
march 1, 2004
the academy awards:
NOBODY THANKED GOD!!! missed the first 45 minutes of the show he imitated a white person going:
"look at how i love white people february 29, 2004
fuck religion boooski bear february 26, 2004 presidential election
2004: seeds of a new civil war? be comfortable within your own personal
philosophy and maybe eventually you will HAVE to
take a stand on god seems the ultimate issues are being put
on the table for discussion
the passion of the christ
good movie oh yeah. the
dialogue has begun... discussions about the movie and this is just the beginning... let's take it to the stage take your beliefs up in there and get ya
feelings hurt when he shows you how and why you believe
what you do BAM!!
now you dont know what to believe!!!
watch what happens when we start to have february
23, 2004 Dear Publisher: february 22, 2004 we can do this
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