20190416: So now I’m at work day 5 of 7 straight feeling pretty damn good. Things seem to be prepared and in order. Mr. Scale said 214.0 this morning as I seem to be stuck …
20190410: I feel good and kickin’ ass at work. I like the less animated more focused me. I’m getting stuff done regarding my business hobby and the jefferyTV brand. Podcasts and music on ITunes, Spotify, …
Another super slothy sunday. Involving a bag of kettle chips, boxes of ginger snaps and lemon cookies and the whole first season of Game of Thrones.
“The New jeffery” basically keeps to himself at work. It’s such a drastic change from “life of the party” jeffery it’s very noticeable.
OK. Time for back to work deep thoughts from extended time inside myself. I thought that the saying “a fish don’t know he’s wet” has got play a major part in the mortal sin of …
The Top Ten:
2016-09-03 daddy’s funeral ruth ame zion church – sharon, pa
2016-08-13 kimberly’s wedding & reception youngstown, oh
2016-04-25 prince second line ohh pah doo bar – new orleans, ca
2016-08-07 p-funk stambaugh auditorium – youngstown, oh
2016-12-31 (new year’s eve) p-funk brooklyn bowl – las vegas, nv
2016-06-04 camping mcbride springs campground – mt shasta, ca
2016-06-02 the childs 8th grade graduartion san bernardino, ca
2016-01-22 funky fridays (michael hampton) hanglider – los angeles, ca
2016-09-25 vape pen purchase about smoke shop – sacramento, ca
2016-01-23 namm anaheim convention center
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What good does that do or how does it affect the main issue of police brutality? And they sacrificed so we could “move on” and live out our lives not to dwell in the past you aint answer the question of how does Kap gettin’ a job in the NFL help anything and yes there will be hate and dominance maybe forever. violence also as its been throughout human history. being paranoid and reactive to what might happen is another thing that is based on speculation using past analogies
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the cool thing about working solo projects is that i can share incomplete ideas while in progress at my will. it not only doesn’t have to be perfect , it doesn’t have to be finished. i completely understand how people who do this for a living don’t want junk with their name on it published. and i respect that, so i don’t.
but for me its about growth and learning and to be honest i may love the process more than the final product or goal. so many tools, so much power in the technology and a platform to publish. the thing being i can create stuff like this (or “better”) at will all day long. and its easy and enjoyable.
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being me in my conscious awareness, worldview and disposition on the foundation of my capability, accomplishments, resources and tools with the support of the people around me i’m excited everyday to get out of bed for the opportunities that will be presented…
and let’s not forget just the right amount of apathy…
with a very healthy sense of self
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you know, i’ve realized that i won’t be “happy” or better yet “blissfully carefree” continuously throughout my life. it wasn’t so long ago that i had my struggles and stresses. though comparatively speaking most of it was a cakewalk in comparison to what i see out there. i had to learn how to be all the way happy when riding that happy wave. all waves ebb, but ride that wave like a donkey into the ground until it does. being aware but not cautious. being smart but not worrying. and just go for it. no looking over my shoulder. nobody is out to get me. fun and happy without fear of it going away or being taken away because there will come a time when it will go away. it cant go on like this forever. and when it does i will be ready and prepared to handle it. i’ve said the idea of heaven can’t work because we need those ups and downs. times when we gotta put in hard work physical, mental and emotional that hurts. we all have our faiths and what we believe will get us thru. whatever “thru” is, that’s up to the individual.
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i’ve been in a “kiss my ass” kinda mood, and i’m not sure why. it’s not that i’m mad at anything or angry or threatened, just the opposite. it’s feels more like a liberating “kiss my ass,” a watch me show my ass kiss my ass…
the world is mine kinda kiss my ass.
an i love ya but i got to go and do me kiss my ass. all with a smile.
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thinking about it, it took more than a little bit for me to reach a point where i could be freely happy. i mean drop my guard- nothing bad is going to happen- you got shit covered- stop looking over my shoulder- relaxed carefree happy. hell it took decades. considering what i went thru and the resources it took to get me there it hits me why so few people can actually achieve this. for me it took more than a few separations from long standing traditional thinkings, a direct facing of fears that he into an inherent self confidence so high people could see it in my walk…
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just took one of those challenging calls that makes you do your job better. user was cool but getting frustrated and i had to figure it out. i knew the fix but had to verify with co-workers. basically an uninstall and reinstall all apps. but the process that got me to that taught me a lot about the process of installing this very critical program on a users phone. there was enough pressure in the tone and energy of the user to get me a little anxious and nervousy and going thru that i feel is critical to doing what i do well. the relief and confidence boost when things got to working right was definitely pound my chest get off me i’m jeffery good. the next time i get this kind of call it will be a piece of cake. experience soon as s the call was over i broke outside and hit the vapepen standing under the skyscrapers feeling how good it is to feel i belong playing on a big city field in the game with some of the best at what they do people from around the world. challenge reminds me of just how good i am and just how much has went into me being the me i am now.
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