Jan 03

I’m Flat…

i’m flat. been operating at +5 for so long being at +1 almost feels depressed. i’m aware that my +1 is probably a +5 to most folks. no threats, no peril, no warnings, no worries. the sun is shining and the water’s clear. sitting on top of maslow’s hierarchy in rodin’s thinker pose wearing a “been there, done that” t-shirt. content, relaxed, happy. settling it in so i can enjoy this period of non-excitement. drifting into a reflective mindset. a time i frequently turn to express via writing, as a severe focus can be achieved. possibly coming down off the high that was 2017…

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Jan 03

What Really Matters?

what really matters? does anything REALLY matter or is it all subjective and relative. is the only thing that counts determined solely by each individual? i’ve said many times before we don’t know what the “goal” is. without a goal there is no right, wrong, up or down. until it is determined what we are here for or what we are trying to achieve, nothing matters. life is the most precious thing we know. conscious is the greatest. for me the goal of life is life, meaning survival. what the importance of the survival of life is we may never know. and if we did, would that be a good thing? could that be a good thing? is knowing your fate a positive for humans the way our evolution has wired our thinking and instincts? Read the rest of this entry »

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Jan 03

I’m Not Saying The Thrill Is Gone…

i hadn’t planned on it. i was perfectly content watching the game on TV and saving the money should the Steelers play in the AFC Championship game. still in bed new year’s day checking my e-mail, i was alerted that NFL sanctioned playoff tickets went on sale. so i clicked clicked just to see what was out there as the opponent has not been named and hell at that time nor had the date or time. seat location, price. i’ve come to all but depend on the severe advantages and good deals when purchasing a single seat, soooooo…. Read the rest of this entry »

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Sep 18

My Top 10 Events: 2016

 

The Top Ten:

2016-09-03 daddy’s funeral ruth ame zion church – sharon, pa
2016-08-13 kimberly’s wedding & reception youngstown, oh
2016-04-25 prince second line ohh pah doo bar – new orleans, ca
2016-08-07 p-funk stambaugh auditorium – youngstown, oh
2016-12-31 (new year’s eve) p-funk brooklyn bowl – las vegas, nv
2016-06-04 camping mcbride springs campground – mt shasta, ca
2016-06-02 the childs 8th grade graduartion san bernardino, ca
2016-01-22 funky fridays (michael hampton) hanglider – los angeles, ca
2016-09-25 vape pen purchase about smoke shop – sacramento, ca
2016-01-23 namm anaheim convention center

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Aug 21

You Think I’m Gonna Stop Watching The NFL?

What good does that do or how does it affect the main issue of police brutality? And they sacrificed so we could “move on” and live out our lives not to dwell in the past you aint answer the question of how does Kap gettin’ a job in the NFL help anything and yes there will be hate and dominance maybe forever. violence also as its been throughout human history. being paranoid and reactive to what might happen is another thing that is based on speculation using past analogies

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Aug 21

Making Music My Way

the cool thing about working solo projects is that i can share incomplete ideas while in progress at my will. it not only doesn’t have to be perfect , it doesn’t have to be finished. i completely understand how people who do this for a living don’t want junk with their name on it published. and i respect that, so i don’t.

but for me its about growth and learning and to be honest i may love the process more than the final product or goal. so many tools, so much power in the technology and a platform to publish. the thing being i can create stuff like this (or “better”) at will all day long. and its easy and enjoyable.

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Jul 27

And the Right Amount of Apathy

being me in my conscious awareness, worldview and disposition on the foundation of my capability, accomplishments, resources and tools with the support of the people around me i’m excited everyday to get out of bed for the opportunities that will be presented…

and let’s not forget just the right amount of apathy…

with a very healthy sense of self

 

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Jul 27

Happy Being

you know, i’ve realized that i won’t be “happy” or better yet “blissfully carefree” continuously throughout my life. it wasn’t so long ago that i had my struggles and stresses. though comparatively speaking most of it was a cakewalk in comparison to what i see out there. i had to learn how to be all the way happy when riding that happy wave. all waves ebb, but ride that wave like a donkey into the ground until it does. being aware but not cautious. being smart but not worrying. and just go for it. no looking over my shoulder. nobody is out to get me. fun and happy without fear of it going away or being taken away because there will come a time when it will go away. it cant go on like this forever. and when it does i will be ready and prepared to handle it. i’ve said the idea of heaven can’t work because we need those ups and downs. times when we gotta put in hard work physical, mental and emotional that hurts. we all have our faiths and what we believe will get us thru. whatever “thru” is, that’s up to the individual.

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