Dec 02

Being Truly Happy

thinking about it, it took more than a little bit for me to reach a point where i could be freely happy. i mean drop my guard- nothing bad is going to happen- you got shit covered- stop looking over my 13692581_10153783054831864_6957224712885199074_nshoulder- relaxed carefree happy. hell it took decades. considering what i went thru and the resources it took to get me there it hits me why so few people can actually achieve this. for me it took more than a few separations from long standing traditional thinkings, a direct facing of fears that he into an inherent self confidence so high people could see it in my walk…

i mean there was a time and still are that i question why i am so happy. should i be? whats gonna go wrong? LOL i still have these fleeting moments but i use them as a reminder of just how “high” i can go and how high ive been. to go so long in my life without any real fears or apprehension.

to go thru life threat free. or at least no fear of threat or attack

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Nov 28

Me And The Life That Is Mine

just took one of those challenging calls that makes you do your job better. user was cool but getting frustrated and i had to figure it out. i knew the fix but had to verify with co-workers. basically an uninstall and reinstall all apps. but the process that got me to that taught me a lot about the process of installing this very critical program on a users phone. there was enough pressure in the tone and 15241997_10154871345457125_1896567652453250528_nenergy of the user to get me a little anxious and nervousy and going thru that i feel is critical to doing what i do well. the relief and confidence boost when things got to working right was definitely pound my chest get off me i’m jeffery good. the next time i get this kind of call it will be a piece of cake. experience

soon as s the call was over i broke outside and hit the vapepen standing under the skyscrapers feeling how good it is to feel i belong playing on a big city field in the game with some of the best at what they do people from around the world. challenge reminds me of just how good i am and just how much has went into me being the me i am now. and as you prolly know, i love me some me

standing on that corner in metropolitan los angeles i checked my e-mail and there was one for a free video regarding compression and equalization of music mixing. last night after working 8 hours on a computer i went home and not only got right back on my computers but i re-wired and re-positioned my monitor speakers. and hell since i didn’t have to be at work until 12:30pm i got into it and did some major tidying up of my studio setup. at one point with things still a mess i stopped and reflected on just how much i enjoy doing this. and how long ive been doing this! i’ve always loved re configuring my workstations and central command desks and ive had one since before high school hell even before computers…

in my house alone on a saturday night, just me and my machines…

well in my “apartment” not house which may be the better situation for me as i realized i spend most of my time at my work center. the rest is in my chair watching TV or in bed. i had a condo once and it hit me im rarely in the living room as i custom built a computer desk in my bedroom. it would be all dusty in there. needless to say the kitchen and bathroom (with shower) is also a must but i really don’t need a bunch of house or a backyard that would need work…

let alone how much i like going. going is good jumping in a car or plane and not being home is second only to coming home to a place that i’ve customized to my liking. and coming home to that place EXACTLY the way i left it…

working also seems to play a major role in my life. i sometimes say i cant be trusted with that much free time. i need a undeniable reason to leave my house on a regular basis. cant be chasing p-funk ALL the time. plus i got to pay to have my life the way i want it. for me because i love what i do its win win. let alone the personal work i can do while at work while maintaining a high performance level. when i walk in to my apt i greet it like it was a friend. LOL i even ask it did it miss me? then i say i missed you!!! LOL its so just the way i want it i have no desire for a bigger better nothing.

and yes, location location location!! in a city i feel is maybe the best in the history of mankind- if not only for the weather. ive always dreamed of being here, and making it here

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Nov 18

The Coolest Thing To Do Right Now Is To Hate Donald Trump

y’all gonna miss Donald Trump when he gone. and though i know better than to ever underestimate human capacity i doubt very much the next cool thing to be outraged about will be as good as Donald is to y’all…

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Nov 18

Love Is An Answer For The Less Fortunate.

maybe black lives DON’T matter. maybe no lives matter. what is the purpose of life? why do we need so many of us? why is it soooo important that every life matter and that everybody is happy and or successful? what is the point of that? what are we trying to achieve here? one big happy party on planet Utopia? what in the long run does that accomplish? Read the rest of this entry »

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Nov 18

“Imagine my eyes when I first saw that we could do what we want”

“Imagine my eyes when I first saw that we could do what we want
(God made me for his sins)
God Made Me, The Sundays

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Nov 18

Making The Music

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Nov 18

It’s Quite Possible That…

it’s quite possible i deeply enjoy saying the things that people “don’t” say. sometimes it feels that i’m positioned to do it. but since i have always done it, i guess i have positioned my self to be that guy. i have always coveted the freedom to say whatever it is that i want, when i want. BUT IT HAS TO BE SOMETHING THAT I BELIEVE AND FEEL TO BE TRUTH. something i am prepared to stand behind.20160709_141438-crop
i realized at an early age living in daddy’s and mommy’s house it would probably be best if i monitored the things that came out of my mouth. i learned how and when to say things i knew were controversial. growing up i realized living with or being dependent on someone its best not to say or do something that would jeopardize that relationship. so i guess i evolved a mentality to be as independent as humanly possible. doing what i want when i want means minimal responsibilities, obligations and associations. i never was a team player anyways lets face it.

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Nov 18

A Heaven & Forever Conversation

(My responses in bold)

You know your ‘my now’ videos you post down by the waters edge? That’s heaven only better. Are you saying you get bored in your ‘now’ moments too? Read the rest of this entry »

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