everything is feminine or minority featured. couples are mostly interracial. not even going to touch the gender sexuality thing (did you see that Walmart commercial? (it was funny (no pun intended)) i laughed!)
i might be taking this all too seriously. maybe people are seeing it as farce and not a true reflection of what’s real.
I just checked my SSA retirement plan. the delayed benefit at 70 is still my target. and not only because it’s the maximum payout. I don’t think I’m disciplined enough to not have something I …
Black Mirror. Joan is Awful. very creative, witty and thoroughly entertaining. and the diversity, equality and inclusion folks should absolutely love the casting. even the wedding she crashed at the church was a mixed marriage.
when we ended the global institution of slavery that had existed for thousands of years?
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and yes, “in love” with it like it’s my girlfriend. come to think about it, “life” just might be my wife…
i used the word “wife” for the poetic effect of the rhyme, but the term seems too institutionalized or sum’n for what i mean. made me rethink the whole idea of “wife” and marriage. not that i’m against it, but i understand it’s for business purposes- to protect both parties in a proposed long term relationship. “girlfriend” can seem too casual in ways but has a warmer feel. (not a fan of the use of “partner” at all in these situations)
the relationship i’m in with life feels exclusive. by choice im finding that i want nothing and nobody in between me and life. some of my most precious time is being alone and inside my own head. walking into my apartment where there is no obligation to be outside of the realm of my own thought. don’t have to talk to nobody and don’t have to listen to nobody. don’t want to talk to nobody and don’t want to listen to nobody. a focus on my thoughts, ideas and ponderings. during this time right now that’s all i want to do. i’m not talking about being a hermit or separating my self from family or people. it’s the extended time in freedom of thought i cherish right now. Continue reading
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I almost forgot to moisturize my face today. WHEW!! Universe shattering disaster averted…
well, mr scale said 213.6 this morning. a number i’m not mad at, and possibly encouraged by. seeing how i went to sleep too early, woke up and had a in bed snack of UTZ Pub Mix and strawberry gooey cheesecakey stuff. it was sooooooo good. ate the salty and the sweet with fruit punch laying in bed watching a NFL network program about Paul Brown. i didn’t realize how great and what kind of impact he had on the game i most love. and he did it in Cleveland! then went to Cincinnati after the team that bears his name fired him. Continue reading
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the diversity of people, the craziness, hollywood, music, creativity, being in the mecca of 
the entertainment business- but being able to have a job outside of it. it don’t snow. its liberal in a sense of a social anything goes. the decadence of it- not las vegas decadent but close and far away enough from vegas!!! its a hustle out here and i like the somewhat chaos that hustle can present. some of the biggest opportunities can be found in chaos! LOL so many people are acting or playing a part to the point the part they are playing is real and viable. big city stuff but unlike NYC its spread out so you can drive and i love to drive and roadtrip. science and learning and the beaches and every time i go back home ain’t nothing like seeing places ive worked at or frequent on tv or in movies…
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Worked until midnight last night and had to be back in the chair at 11:30 am, so I didn’t get my usual extended hours of sleep. Continue reading
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being in a good mood makes everything better. who knew?
my happy does not exist in a vacuum. it CANNOT be produced without the interaction of EVERYTHING around me- that means good and bad. my happy is most probably based on how i handle and interpret the totality of reality. how i process life and how that determines my worldview. so when i wake up in the morning i’m already on the plus side of happy and have cultivated the capability, resources and opportunities to get more. i monitor and protect my happy. happy don’t come by accident, no matter how much one is given. happy has to be worked at on a very personal individual basis. NOBODY can just give you happy, and more than likely its something you have to “fight” to have (and definitely maintain).
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Barry Chenault
Actually, let me clarify that. There is a structure and style that I most favor and when creating music go there. Mr. Chenault plays this style or whatever better than I can imagine it. Now I love me some Funk and there are many varieties of it but I like mine with tempo, space and regiment it’s damn near military like. With funky nuances right where they should be. Continue reading
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i’m flat. been operating at +5 for so long being at +1 almost feels depressed. i’m aware that my +1 is probably a +5 to most folks. no threats, no peril, no warnings, no worries. the sun is shining and the water’s clear. sitting on top of maslow’s hierarchy in rodin’s thinker pose wearing a “been there, done that” t-shirt. content, relaxed, happy. settling it in so i can enjoy this period of non-excitement. drifting into a reflective mindset. a time i frequently turn to express via writing, as a severe focus can be achieved. possibly coming down off the high that was 2017…
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what really matters? does anything REALLY matter or is it all subjective and relative. 
is the only thing that counts determined solely by each individual? i’ve said many times before we don’t know what the “goal” is. without a goal there is no right, wrong, up or down. until it is determined what we are here for or what we are trying to achieve, nothing matters. life is the most precious thing we know. conscious is the greatest. for me the goal of life is life, meaning survival. what the importance of the survival of life is we may never know. and if we did, would that be a good thing? could that be a good thing? is knowing your fate a positive for humans the way our evolution has wired our thinking and instincts? Continue reading
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