you know, i’ve realized that i won’t be “happy” or better yet “blissfully carefree” continuously throughout my life. it wasn’t so long ago that i had my struggles and stresses. though comparatively speaking most of it was a cakewalk in comparison to what i see out there. i had to learn how to be all the way happy when riding that happy wave. all waves ebb, but ride that wave like a donkey into the ground until it does. being aware but not cautious. being smart but not worrying. and just go for it. no looking over my shoulder. nobody is out to get me. fun and happy without fear of it going away or being taken away because there will come a time when it will go away. it cant go on like this forever. and when it does i will be ready and prepared to handle it. i’ve said the idea of heaven can’t work because we need those ups and downs. times when we gotta put in hard work physical, mental and emotional that hurts. we all have our faiths and what we believe will get us thru. whatever “thru” is, that’s up to the individual.
Jul 27
Happy Being
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Dec 20
Kiss My Shea Buttered Black Ass
i’ve been in a “kiss my ass” kinda mood, and i’m not sure why. it’s not that i’m mad at anything or angry or threatened, just the opposite. it’s feels more like a liberating “kiss my ass,” a watch me show my ass kiss my ass…
the world is mine kinda kiss my ass.
an i love ya but i got to go and do me kiss my ass. all with a smile.
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Dec 02
Being Truly Happy
thinking about it, it took more than a little bit for me to reach a point where i could be freely happy. i mean drop my guard- nothing bad is going to happen- you got shit covered- stop looking over my 
shoulder- relaxed carefree happy. hell it took decades. considering what i went thru and the resources it took to get me there it hits me why so few people can actually achieve this. for me it took more than a few separations from long standing traditional thinkings, a direct facing of fears that he into an inherent self confidence so high people could see it in my walk…
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Nov 28
Me And The Life That Is Mine
just took one of those challenging calls that makes you do your job better. user was cool but getting frustrated and i had to figure it out. i knew the fix but had to verify with co-workers. basically an uninstall and reinstall all apps. but the process that got me to that taught me a lot about the process of installing this very critical program on a users phone. there was enough pressure in the tone and 
energy of the user to get me a little anxious and nervousy and going thru that i feel is critical to doing what i do well. the relief and confidence boost when things got to working right was definitely pound my chest get off me i’m jeffery good. the next time i get this kind of call it will be a piece of cake. experience soon as s the call was over i broke outside and hit the vapepen standing under the skyscrapers feeling how good it is to feel i belong playing on a big city field in the game with some of the best at what they do people from around the world. challenge reminds me of just how good i am and just how much has went into me being the me i am now.
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Nov 18
The Coolest Thing To Do Right Now Is To Hate Donald Trump
y’all gonna miss Donald Trump when he gone. and though i know better than to ever underestimate human capacity i doubt very much the next cool thing to be outraged about will be as good as Donald is to y’all… So people who break the law shouldn’t be punished?
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Nov 18
Love Is An Answer For The Less Fortunate.
maybe black lives DON’T matter. maybe no lives matter. what is the purpose of life? why do we need so many of us? why is it soooo important that every life matter and that everybody is happy and or successful? what is the point of that? what are we trying to achieve here? one big happy party on planet Utopia? what in the long run does that accomplish?
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Nov 18
“Imagine my eyes when I first saw that we could do what we want”
“Imagine my eyes when I first saw that we could do what we want
(God made me for his sins)
God Made Me, The Sundays
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